Friday, May 27, 2011

Tuesday, May 24, 2011

Window shopping ...FAIL

Good news! I'm finally getting over the bug I had this past week. I was throwing up and couldn't eat...Ugh ugh ugh! I hate being sick.

Anyway this week has been kind of funny. I slept right through my alarm clock so I missed my orthodontist appointment and had to reschedule for next week. Then I have a math exam tomorrow and something else I'm supposed to do but cannot remember. Well instead of studying for my math placement exam, I went to the mall ... to window shop. I ended buying lipgloss and a pair of boots.

[Sidenote: I have to take the math placement exam before I'm allowed to take my math requirement and graduate( which should be in 2012). I tested into to the class below the one I need (which is college algebra) and I'm hoping this time I'll pass it. Stupid Algebra, it's been ruining my life since 2005. Why do we have to test into math anyway? Just let us pick whatever classes we want man.]









In my defense they are really cute boots and were only $20.

They also look like these $200 BCBG boots that I wanted.



Yes this post was pointless and all over the place... I'm aware

Friday, May 20, 2011

The Story of Us



We were the legend
that no one will ever mention
because bravery escaped us both
I have to believe that now
And though we barely touched
Your fingerprints permanently grace my skin
And though you never said you loved me
My heart was the only place you ever fit in
And we barely held on
It was just 22 months
But it felt like my whole life
Like an eternity
But that's what we were
Don't you get it?
We were everything
they didn't write our story down
because the world couldn't handle it
this bond that we had
they didn't know what to call it
You were the only one that understood me
the one that got to me
My impenetrable  wall of wit and independence
All you did was smile
And it came tumbling down brick by brick by brick
But I still saw so much more than you
While you were playing with matches and gasoline
I was thinking things through
And I burned when you burned
And I bled when you bled
And now I keep all our memories inside my head
And it breaks my spirit each day
But someone has to remember it
Because they were important
Those 22 months that we lived
We were not  Romeo or Juliet
We were so much better than that
something that never got touched or ruined
something magic, something magnificent
You were my favorite mistake
You were so damn brilliant
The shiniest nail in my coffin
I was built to be broken by you
And you were born to be torn in two
There should have been a song about  us
our unlabeled, untouched, unlawful perfection
our self-destructive pile of machinery and rust
A shiny bit of nothing
and still...we sure were something
We were the heroes of the story
yes we were the legend
the one and only legend
that no one will ever mention

Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Guess who's back?

So school is finally over... well this semester anyway. I honestly feel like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I didn't even realized how draining it was until Monday came along and I didn't have to get up. I looked at my alarm and laughed ( like a psychopath) and went back to sleep.
 
 Lets see my Five British Authors teacher decided to give us 2 finals... yes 2 ( because I have no life or other classes apparently). Then he gave us the study-guide on Friday May 6th for the final on Monday May 9th... which threw a big monkey wrench in my plans to go to NYC. So I studied until I cried, took the final, and then he handed us the take home potion due Wednesday May 8th. Guess what the take home portion was... 3 ESSAYS.  So I already had a essay (which was our final) due for my Memoirs  and Autobiography class making it a grand total of 4 essays to do in 2 days. How I managed not to shoot myself I'll never know. My final for Copyediting was relatively  easy and I turned in my final article for my Writing for online Media class the previous week. I just don't understand professors sometimes. Why become a teacher just to make unsuspecting young adults lives a living hell? Sadists.

Basically finals were HORRIBLE .. but they are over now, this entire semester is over and I can finally breathe. Whew! Anyway back to blogging, and writing, and ranting about irrelevant things LOL.





And thank God it's finally summer : )