Why you so obsessed with me?

So I do this thing where I'll obsess over something for a month or so, get bored, and then obsess over something else. At the moment I want... no need a good pair of riding boots. The problem is I have small calves because Im naturally thin ( Im talking Zoe Saldana, Kirsten Stuart, thin) so my options are limited. I need a 13 inch opening and most boots are 15 or 16inch and I want it to be a good boot that will last for years to come. Anyway there is only one I have found that fits that description but it costs an obnoxious amount of money.

The Frye Lindsay plate boot

Life is unfair LOL. 

If music be the food of love, play on

Music has literally saved my life so many times. There is nothing like finding a song that you relate to and getting lost in the lyrics. Here's some of my favorites at the moment.

Firewood by Regina Spektor
"You'll take the clock off of your wall and you'll wish that it was lying"

Transatlanticism by Deathcab for Cutie
"The Atlantic was born today and I'll tell you how"

Only if for a night by Florence and the Machine
"and although I was burning, you're the only light"

Handstands

I could water the desert with the amount of tears I've shed for you
Bet I could have found a cure for cancer if I had refocused all that energy
But you were an ever hungry leech
Always unsatisfied and sucking the life out of me
So I left your painful embrace in search of happiness
But I found that your torture became my foundation
So I just crumbled everytime I made the decision to leave
What do I do now that we are permanently seperated
Stop the whole world from spinning?
Travel all the way back to the beginning?
Then maybe fight for everything that I know you believed in
Because I know now there were things that should have been said
Should have pulled those thoughts from our heads
Problem is I cannot change these things
Your short existance has come to an end and even though it was significant

The water keeps flowing and the world keeps on spinning
So I have to attempt to comprehend all our short comings
All your flaws that I never noticed before
They are ugly, yet they still fit perfectly with mine
All the misteps that we made are still footprints side by side
All the stars we gazed upon, they're still perfectly aligned
And I feel so small sometimes without you finishing my sentences

But I know it's not as hopeless as it seems

The melancholy tends to be relentless
But I cant fret over broken dreams
I have to let go now and I know you understand
So if your looking for me ill be right here waiting
In the grave yard of our love

doing handstands