New Years Resolutions

I know we make these every year... and then we never keep them lol

But I'll give you mines anyway

1) Adopt a positive attitude

I've had a really rough time these pass couple years. Dealing with with unrequited love, people dying, power tripping professors,aggravating siblings, friends letting me down, other unmentionable horrors and pointless drama etc. But I survived somehow and I really need to keep that in mind. I've reached rock bottom so many times and I've contemplated doing some insane things. It can only go up from here.

2) Take better care of myself

I seriously need to take better care of myself... no seriously. I used to hate who I was but that was was a long time ago. It's time for me to let go of bad habits and start exercising, eating right, and getting A LOT more sleep. Maybe I'll hit up the spa when I get money...

3) Get out the house

Okay this one is really not my fault. I live off campus so traveling is a pain in the butt. And I had a ridiculous amount of homework this semester (I was ready to pull all my hair out at one point lol). Even so I think taking a good long stress free break with some good friends is best for my mental health. Yes I HATE public transportation, but living in Boston in  1000x better than living in florida where I had to rely on people with cars to get around. The journey is worth the destination right? Or maybe the destination is worth the smelly, cold, annoying journey...

4) Develop better studying skills

This will be the hardest. I get bored very easily , I always have. It doesn't matter what I'm doing I just can't seem to concentrate. This has not stopped me from getting good grades but it has made it a lot harder than it should be. I am not exactly sure how I will achieve this goal, but it needs to happen ASAP.

5) Find a new Job!!!!

Guys listen ... I have to get out of retail. Sure it is better than when I worked in the food industry, but if you find yourself thinking of all the brilliant ways you can murder everyone in the store, it may be time to leave. I just cant... I can't continue to do this. It is only a matter of time before I develop wrinkles and grey hair. Not to metion my job almost killed me by having me work during a blizzard!

6) Get out of f*#k out of North America!

I want to see the world. Okay obviously I can't see the world... but maybe just another small portion of it.  Don't get me wrong I don't want to live anywhere else. Heck I don't think I want to live anywhere else but Massachusetts.I guess I just want to see what I am missing. I have to get my passport first though.



Well that's all I can think of... I am pretty sure there was something else though. This is exactly why I need more sleep lol

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!

Funny Fridayz

I know it's late but here you go...

This will be me when I take college algebra in the fall lol.

lol this is terrible.

I'll never understand why he hates Tobey so much. lol poor Tobey

LMAO

Happy New Year everyone

Make room for...

So yesterday one of the blogs I frequently visit (a fellow hipster) was blogging about her recently redecorated room. So I was like whatever and spent the rest of my day on tumblr and youtube (I know I am so productive). Then today I looked at my room, really looked at it... and it's a hot mess lol. So now I have officially caught the redecorating bug.

Here's how my room looks at the moment... brace yourselves

Still unpacking so thats what all the trashbags are... All I have on my walls is some of my drawings and a mirror lol.


Anyway I went on a google adventure and now I sort of have an idea what I want to do. Heres some of the things I found.

I've always wanted a funky wallpaper.  I have seen the black and white one before and I've always wanted to try it.

 Okay so no I do not want to hang my bed from the ceiling... but this is to cool not to post.

I want this wall bookshelf thingy! It's looks like a comic bubble! Gimmy Gimmy Gimmy

More cool shelving

And along with my art, it would be nice to have a mod-like clock for decoration

This is a lamp... how cool is that? An apple lamp.

Well I'm done boring you guys now. Hopefully I will actually get something done in this room next year. I'll just add this to my New Years resolution list now : ) 

Picking up the pieces

Are you the one?
I used to think that he was
But I guess that I was wrong
When it was all said and done
I made such a fuss
Now the world is laughing at us
They all think that we should give up
It will be a difficult task
To fall in love...I mean truly in love
Not that useless confusing Hollywood stuff
See we'll have to start from scratch
Then polish each other back up
Sure we'll get blood on our hands
But we'll do all we can
To pick the pieces back up

So maybe there isn't just one someone
Maybe there are way to many
And there are oh so many parts
And we can't control any
And the world is laughing at us
It's true
The world wants us to be brand new
Because if we were smart
We would avoid used hearts
I'm glad I'm just as foolish as you

adieu

I begged you
Something I once swore I'ld never do
Please don't leave me
But you've got things to do
Wings that need to be used
Invisible mountains to move
You have no time left for me
Must you leave so soon?
Heaven can wait right?
Yes heaven can wait
But not for you

Just some of my art

I haven't gotten around to take pictures of the rest.

Cosmic Love

A light in the window

In the sky

Shining, blinding, so bright

As it passes by

I reach for it 

As it catches my eyes

And it's you again

It always is

Leading me into the moon light

So very familiar

This mysterious journey we take

And we dance in the air

leaving trails in outer-space

This will all leave in the morning

So lets hold on tight

I try to breath

I try to capture your sparks

But they burn right through me

Leaving us in the dark

You held my hand that night

And I cherished the pain

Then in the twilight 

We remained

We remained